Who were you before your sense of wonder was crushed? Are you struggling to become exactly who you were created to be? I get it, I have been there and everything that I write about , it is because I have been there, I have struggled in that area and I have overcome. I want to encourage you through whatever is holding you back today in your life, stopping you from being who you were created to be. Im so glad you are here, we are on a spiritual journey together as human beings learning so many lessons as we face trials. It is in our trials that we feel so alone, but know this, that you are never alone.
"God is with you-wherever you may go and no matter what life brings."
To get back to that imagination, that child like faith, who we were before life happened.
I think of it like this , I came into this world with a longing for home, heaven. In that longing I tried to fill that feeling with alcohol, drugs, sex, food, money. I heard it said , why is Jesus the last thing that I tried. I asked myself that question when my husband was killed suddenly in a car accident. Why God? Why did I not surrender to you until I thought it was too late? God said "because you were still trying to do it on your own, you did not know me, you only knew your version of me and would not allow me into your heart, you did not trust me." God had my full attention. I do not know what it will take for you to surrender to Jesus. I don't know how much more pain it will take before you quit trying to do this on your own. I do not know when you will realize that emptiness you feel is that longing for home. That longing can only be filled with Jesus.
Hebrews 11:6 NIV
And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
Trust in the Lord and walk by Faith.
Faith over Fear, I hope you dance....................